I lost my mother suddenly to a massive heart attack almost seven months ago. She was only 55 and a hug part of my life. I miss her so much. I am severly depressed and it's getting worse as time passes. I do NOT sleep. I stay up all night, when, if I try to lay down I relive her funeral and all that surrounds that. When I finally fall asleep maybe 3-4-5am, I toss and turn all night and wake up a dozen times. Sometimes will get up early after five hours of being in bed, some days lay there for hours. Anyone else having problems sleeping. Related to grief? I am sinking bad. Take lunesta, did before she passed and it helped, now It does not effect me at all.
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