I married my husband in 1988. I am so sad without his goodness. I just can't get past missing all the good memories we created. We had alot of struggles too. He overdosed in April of 2007 and we had been divorced since 1994. Our son is away at college now and my daughter is a mother of two kids, herself. Now I am alone and I miss the good things about "us." We had been very close over the years, but we were fighting when he died. I know he died of sadness and missing us, his family. I couldn't deal with his disease anymore and I walked away. I wish he could have gotten better....but he didn't choose that for himself. It's what I wanted for him....for us. Too much sadness this time of year.
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