five years ago my baby sister disappeared and foul play is suspected.it is suspected that her husband murdered her,though to this day the authorities can't find her.it hurts me because she wouldn't put mom,me or her 3 children through this.sometimes i don't know how i will get through this.she has always been my bestfriend.then 2 years ago i met a lady and we became bestfriends.she helped me deal with my sister,but she became ill last april with liver disease and she died in june.it hurts so much that i lost 2 very important people in my life.though i am trying to move forward.i have recently started college to get my cpa degree.i just try to stay busy,but sometimes it's hard and i do some things that i shouldn't to help myself deal with it.