My daugter was murdered on Aug,18 this year. I think of her every day I cry I want her back I scream I love on animals but I just cant get my life together. I had lung cancer and i took cemo and radation the cancer is i remission but the inside of my lungs is burned up from radation I cant breathe without oxyzen 24-7 and I cant walk from one room to another I ask God why her and not me I dont have a life left she had lots of years and things to do. I dont want to go on. I need help but nothing works I am in s deep depression.
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