It seems lately that life just isnt fair. It seems that the people that get out here and hurt and do bad things to other people have all the good luck. But people that tries to do the right things and treat other people right. Hell rains down on them. I wish I could go back and erase this past year of my life. It started out in April, 06 my bestfriends mother died (her and her husband raised me through my teenage years), May, 06 my husbands grandmother was dignosed with thyroid cancer, My husband got hooked on sleeping pills, nerve pills, and muscle relaxers, Aug,06 they found out Grandmas cancer had spred to her liver, lungs, stomache and lymphnoids, Sept.,06 my bestfreinds dad dies. Oct.,06 my mom get sent to a nursing home for rehab. Dec.,06 my mom dies, Feb.,07 my husbands grandmother dies. Then my son tells me Fri. night he has an earache. My husband takes him to urgent care Sat. and they say he has an ear infection. Sun. he gets up and cant hear out of his ear. So when my husband got up this morning he called the ear doctor to make an appt. they told him that they couldn't see my son till the end of the month. So he called another one and they to him to bring him in today. They said that when you look at an ear drum that it is supose to be like looking through saran wrap will they said my sons looks like you are looking through wax paper. So they did an extreme hearing test on him an said he has severe hearing loss in both ears. they said that in the one it might be because of the infection. So they said that they were going to treat it very severly and we have to take him back in 3 weeks to see if it has improved. If not they are going to put "T" tubes in his ears to see if that will help. If it doesnt help I dont know what is going to happen. I dont know what can be done.
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