i dont know how to tell my 2yr old that her daddy isnt coming back. she cries for him everyday and everynight. even in her sleep. i get so angry with her when i tell her something and then she cries for him. its like how can i be mad at her when she cries for him. sometimes i scream at her because that means that he is really gone. i usually send her with her grandmother thursday thru sunday just so i can go out and drink my problems away but they seem to come back when i wake up and im sober but i dont know how to deal with this.... i have had many people tell me that i need to try cymbalta but i dont have insurance so i cant go to the doctor. i dont know what to do with myself these days. he was my support for everything and now he\'s gone. i dont even want to go get a job because i am scared that if i leave something will happen and i wont be there for her. my mom hates who i have become but i dont know how to change. im sick of crying and hearing people tell me that they are sorry. it doesnt change anything so why do people say it. i know i need help but i dont know where to get it...... if you can help please let me know......
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