I lost a lot of friends for various reasons during a time period of about 2 years. Since the last one passed it's been 2 years. I've gone through the steps of being strong, crying, being angry, asking why them and not me, but when it comes to moving on and accepting what has happened I can't do it. Everytime I think I'm ready something comes up that makes me need that friend to talk to, give me a hug, etc. and the whole process just starts again. When do you actually get to move on and come to peace with it?
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