My daddy passed away 3 months ago on the 11th. I was with him when he passed holding his hand, he was 48 years old and died of lung and heart failure, it came as a suprised i knew he was sick but not that sick. i had to make all the decisions like making him a dnr and everything and i just feel like i kept it cooped up but i just cant anymore, everyday is a constant struggle, i work at the hospital he worked and died at. he was a great man who touched so many lives the funeral home was packed so at the hospital everyone talks to me about him and tells me how great he was and how great of a nurse he was and but i feel like everyone else has moved one except me and my 12 year old brother. my daddy was my best friend i talked to him about everything and now i feel like i dont have anyone to talk to, i mean my fiance but you know family loves you always. i just dont know how to deal with everything.
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