Its been a very hard and long road since I lost my parents. My dad passed when I was 16 and my mom when I was 23. I am now 26 yrs old and it seems like its never going to get any better. I miss them so much and all I want is to be held and reassured that everything is going to be alright. I have 8 sibilings and all of which have their own lives and children and husbands and wives. I am the only one that isn't married or tied down with kids. My mom was my best friend, life line, support, hope, strength and most of all my rock. She was my LIFE! And it just seems like its NEVER going to get any better. I miss her so much. There are days where I wake up and I just ask god why? I hate it. I just hate it. Sorry for the rant
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