In 6 days it will be 5 months since I lost my husband, and I still can not believe he's gone. I don't want to accept it, even though I know I should! I feel as though I will never get past the beginning stages of grief! I'm going through a very serious case of emotional and physical depression. He was my everything, my love, my best friend, my rock, my strength. Without him I feel as though I have nothing left! It's sad when my daily goals are to try and at least eat once a day, and try to geet out of bed and stay out of bed all day! I stayed out of bed one day last week, for me that is huge, but I always feel like I slip back into the same pattern, and believe me I don't try to and I don't want to feel this way, but it is what it is. I just can not handle living my life without him! I don't want to!
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