I lost my Mom in April 2006. I lost my Dad then in August 2007. Both suffered for long periods of time before finally going Home. I feel lost. Like there's no one left to love me. And I can't seem to get back to the way I was. I'm ashamed of my weakness - I'm ashamed to admit how much I miss them - especially my Mom. I am ashamed to let others see me cry. I mean, I should be over this by now, right?
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