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Just passed the six month mark of the murder of my Fiancee. My life, still to this day, feels like there's no point to it. I don't want to live anymore. I dont want to live like this and I dont want to live without him. I do not know what to do.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
I know you don't want to live without the love of your life, but your child depends on you.
A lot of times we have to keep going even though we don't want to. Imagine how horrible and empty your child's life would be without you in it.
When my daughter was killed, I wanted to curl up and die... but I had to stick around for my living child.
Years later, I know why I'm here. I now have a granddaughter that I would have never known had I given up on life.
Hold tight to your child. Remember that people would grieve for you if you were no longer here....
When a person is murdered, they have no choice except to die... YOU can choose to live... and THAT is your only choice ...
You MUST keep going ... one moment at a time, you MUST keep going...
Jo :)
Thats a part of the problem. 12 weeks after I found out I was pregnant, I miscarried. I guess it's been the stress from the trial and everything else that comes along when your partner has been murdered. It's been a long road so far, and it's not even close to being over. This is a very hard journey for me, and it seems to only get harder. It's hard to find a reason why I should continue living. I'm not a suicidal person, and I wouldnt do anything to end my own life, but nothing sure seems to stop me from wanting it to happen.
Even though you don't have a child... you do not want to give up. I am sure your family and friends are super concerned for your well being.
I cannot predict the future... but I DO know that I wanted to die when my daughter was killed... and I am SO very happy that I was allowed to continue living...
Life is not so easy sometimes, still... BUT, there were so many things I would have missed had I given up.
Please allow yourself time to heal... You are grieving and this type of sadness clouds your thinking.
You are allowed to cry, be unreasonable, question everything, and be despondent...
Just know that those feelings are very normal and that little by little you will begin to heal.
Jo :)