Hi my mother who meant the world to me passed away on February 20th. She suffered for the last 2 months of her life. My heart is so broken. I cry often. I think about her while I am at work, while coming home from work, just during the whole day. The pain inside is unbearable at times. I have a big family but we are all in different states. My twin sister lives in the same town as I do but she is greiving in her own way. We loved our mother so much and were with her when she passed. She was my everything. My husband comforts me but it doesn't fill that void I have inside. I miss my mother so much. My father lives with me now and I see how sad he is all the time. We try to keep him busy but she was his first and only love. I couldn't even begin to imagine the hurt he has inside. My fear now is losing him too. How can I deal with the loss of my mother and the fear of losing my father?
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