
Bereavement Support Group
Are you grieving the loss of a loved one? Whether you lost someone recently or it's been years, grief and its accompanying emotions can be complicated to cope with. Join our online support group to connect with a supportive group of people who really know how you feel. Help is right here.

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My boyfriend of 4 yrs ended his life on Oct 6th. He was battling with bipolar disorder and alcoholism. I feel such guilt, anger & pain. I know that I did everything possible to help him but there is always that what if. I find that loosing him is harder to deal with each day. I can't sleep, can't eat, all I seem to do is focus on his death and cry. The hardest part to accept is the fact that he was seeking help - taking medication however I am in disbelief that a physian would have prescribed sleeping pills for him in this situation. But I also understand no one forced him to take his life. I am alone, broken hearted and searching for peace. I turn it over to God everyday but I can't seem to stop the pain which is consuming my life.
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It is sad that he chose the path he did, and you will love him, miss him, and hurt for a very long time. I wish I had some magic to make it all go away, but I don't. Lean on whomever you have in your life, and if you feel you need professional help, by all means take advantage of it.
One day, you may be able to help someone to aviod this dark area of life that hits so many of us, and that is a gift that not too many people have. Huggs and prayers, Rainbowmama