I lost my Son John 4 years ago New Years Eve. He just peeked around a truck to see if he could pass and another car and his hit head on. I was told he died instantly, he didn't feel any pain. He wasn't drinking or anything. Just an accident. I never did see his car. I didn't get to view him or say goodbye. The visual's I'm having are terrible. You see, he got burned in the accident to where he could only be identified through his dental records. I keep seeing my beautiful 18 year old Son burnt beyond recognition and I can't deal with it. If anyone knows how I can stop seeing this in my mind I would take any advice. I've been told that it was just his shell that he was carrying around while on earth, but I see my Son's body lying there until someone put out the flames. I've been told to remember how handsome, funny, smart he was and that would make it better, but it doesn't. Can anyone out there help me? Pam
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