My Dad passed away, in June of 06. I am just now starting to deal with the greif. My kids were very close to my Dad also, and I felt that I needed to be so strong for them, I'm so scared of "Shutting Down" I can't shut down I have a husband and 3 beautiful kids that I need to be there for. I have a hard time even knowing what my feelings are sometimes. I'm a people pleaser and Happy go lucky person by nature, but not so much scince Dad passed. I just wonder if this pit in my stomach will ever go away, or if this hole that's in my heart,anyone will ever be able to feel it? I just need to know where to start, and what are my recources to help me????? Thank You
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