My uncle had commited suicide on Mother's day of this year. I feel that I'm having troubles moving on with life. So betrayed and angery. At any point in time will I feel differnent. I keep hopping that this is just a nightmare and that someday I will wake up and he will be back in my life. People that care for me try to distract me from thinking about him. I'm having a hard time right now asking for help, the words don't want to come out even though I know what I wanted to say. Why does it hurt so much, it feels like everyone is dieing on me.
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