It's been four years since I lost my grandfather. He was my father-figure. He was my "Pa". The insane feeling of loneliness and emptiness for him is completely overwhelming and I can't deal with it anymore. I've been to therapists for other reasons, but I can never talk about him. It is way too painful. I don't really talk about it with anyone else either, because they all tell me that time will heal it. Well... time isn't doing a thing. It's been like four years of the same exact nightmare. Is there anything else I can do or say or feel or not feel or thing to make this easier??? There are no words to describe how unbearable this is. Death is the worst sick joke nature can play on you. I'm totally at a loss for ideas. Please help me??
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