My 22 year old son was killed in a car accident on 9-29-06 as he was coming home. I lost my Mom when I was 17 and my Dad in 1990. My son and husband were my whole world and now Chris is gone. I have great faith, but this is testing everything in me. Right now I\'m so angry-I miss him so much-the holiday time is killing me-I see people with their parents/children and I think, I have no mother or father, no siblings and now my son is gone. What did I do to deserve this? Losing our son has changed how my husband and I see our our lives-we feel like we don\'t know where we are going now-life kind of feels like a huge desert stretched out before us. It\'s hard to believe we\'ll even be truly happy again.
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