im 17 my dad resently said i need to prepare for my neighbors death.me and him spent almost everyday together for 6 years.Im trying to do this as healthy as possible but i cant comprehend him dying.him not being here..him not watching me ride my horse..or teaching me how to fix cars...or us sitting on the porch for hours talking watching cars pass.Help me im watching my best friend die of cancer slowly and i dont know what can be offered to me but i just want something..im hurting so much and he hasnt even died yet..thanks jordyn
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