To make a long story short. I've lost 3 very important people to me in a very short period of time. I am so miserable. Whatever I do I'm not happy, and I know this. But, I refuse to give up. Each day is a new day, and another chance to work towards the happiness and peace I deserve. My problem is no one wants to be around me, and it's my fault! I'm trying to change, but I'm so bitter and hurt over the death of my parents and brother; I'm so angry. How can I cope? I have no one to confide in. My family doesn't want to be around me, and now the special person in my life is starting to become more and more irritated with me. I hate it. I just want to change. I just want peace. I need help!
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