Im a survivor of many many things.. And Im still dealing with alot of heartache & pain.. I loss my son when he was 1 year old.. He died 5 days after his 1st brithday.. He died at the hands of his father.. It took me about 6 years to mourn my son.. At the time of his death I also had my 2 year old daughter to take care of.. My life was so chaotic.. There was no family support on either side.. I made all the funeral arrangements, & I wrote his obiturary.. I felt like I was in this world all alone.. Now years later I still feel like Im living in this world all alone.. I dont know how to move pass all this heartache.. My mommie died in 2009.. And her death brought back horrible memories of my son.. I hope someday I will be able to rise above all my heartache..
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