How does one heal from pain of a losing a loved one when they aren't even happy with their own life and the direction it has gone. This is not the life I imagined I would have and I keep asking God what it is I am supposed to do. Is this what you have planned for me? My depression consumes me and makes it hard to move on. How am I supposed to know what to do? I am trying to make some changes but them don't seem to be working out for me. I feel like I am stuck in my Hell that I've created. How do I escape without losing the things I do love in my life.
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