I lost the love of my life of 26 years and my soul mate in January this year (2007). I thought I had been doing well with the grief but tonight has been very difficult - have not been able to sleep and have been crying all night. No family here where I live and no real friends either as we moved back to the area I am in now in Aug 2006. My spouses family have pretty much gone their own way and my son is in CA so I am alone. Does the pain ever get easier? How can I go through another holiday without my spouse? I am on such an emotional roller coaster the past two days.
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