I have been feeling really guilty about dad this weekend.I have been there for him since Mom died but now it is like he wants me there all the time.I had the weekend off and I spent Thursday night with him.Friday he called and asked if I was coming up.I told him no because my husband and I had the house to ourselves..a rare thing.Today he caled and asked again.I had plans to go to my sister in laws tonight with the girls ,something I have not done since Mom got sick in September..so I told him no and explained why.He was fine with it but I felt really bad.Then he said I will see you tomorrow night.I feel really bad but I do not want to get him used to me being there 24 7. Help what do I do
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