My mother passed away on August 15, two weeks after her 98th birthday. She was in a lot of pain, both emotionally and physically at the time of her death. It's still too soon for me to go into more detail, as I am grieving more than I ever thought I would. I am feeling so depressed, right now and so disfunctional. I know she was 98 but the way in which she died and the last two months of her life were so awful for her. Spending two months at her bedside watching the beginning of the end has been devistating. I keep thinking about what I could have done differently to prevent her suffering.
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