I recently lost my youngest son. I am functional, for the most part. Yet, I carry this horrible pain with me. I try to be as positive, encouraging, and loving as I can- especially for my surviving son. My life feels so empty and I can't imagine a future with so much anguish. I wouldn't ever think about hurting myself, yet being gone from this earth with my precious baby is comforting. Does that make sense?
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