My mother recently passed away after a long illness, and I don't quite know how to adequately express and cope with the loss. She was a daily persence in which so much of my life revolved around her. She was closer to me than a best friend and I can't express the depth of my love for her. Not only am I used to being the strong and dependable person, unfortunately so is everybody else, and rather than people taking care of me during my grief, I find myself taking care of other people. I don't know how to express that this needs to change. I am suffering from depression, anxiety, and confusion and I am troubled by memories and dreams of her illness and deterioration. I am looking for comfort, advice, and the stories of those who have experienced a similar situation.
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