I have been out oftouch with thisgroupfor a coupleofweks. i havehadto remove a virus from thiscomputer. it has been arough2weeks August30 wasthe 3 month mark since my youngest sons funeral, and now the finality and reality isreally setting in hard, nowthat the fall will be coming and school starting here in houston , i have been very sad and have donealotofcrying, probably some much needed crying, as i havekind of run from this thing all summer by just throwing myself into my work. partly to forget andnot deal with the pain and lonliness, but also because i have been enabling my only surviving child. he is 28 and schizophrenic, andhas taken to using drugs heavily. he has been stealing from me, andi have just been letttinghim i guess you wouldsay. it reached thebreaking point this weekend, and today i had him commited to a mental hospital on an emergency detention warrent. I hope hewill get better, i dontknow if he will or not i can onlyprayand hope.he haslost so much weight and looks horrible. heis paranoid and psychotic. I am afraid i am goingto end up burying another child, and i just cannot stand the thought of it. i feel bad for having had him taken awat, butfelt ihave no other viable options. i pray that things work out.
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