Today my day started , not so well. I was feeling a little down and was thinking about Christmas. Just wondering how it's going to be. I wrote a little journal piece earlier and then I really never thought anymore about it. I went on with my day. It was pretty good. Had a few friends stop by and visit. At about 8:00 o'clock we started watching "It's A Wonderful Life". Which happens to be my favorite Christmas movie. Dad and all of us would all watch the movies and cartoons together. Then we got a knock on the door. It was the local Fire Station delivering my babys Christmas toys. She got a bike and some dolls . A game and some stuffed animals. Plus my sister has gotten her a few things. Maybe my Dad is still looking out for me. I am so excited and feel so blessed , I actually cried when he dropped that stuff off. I am going to have a WONDERFUL Christmas. Christmas without you , i miss you ,but its still going to be great.These events have made my holiday season worth while. I couldn't say thank you enough to our Heavenly Father. I am saying it again, we are truly blessed.
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