now i feel almost more empty.. I am having a hard time knowing that she is with me..that they are both with me i just reallyneed to get into the space where i am acutely aware of that. so many people at the service.. it was all very nice. so many people in shock about both my parents leaving. someone who is really peripheral said to me "now your an orphan just like me" I did not like that at all. I still have parents and my mom and dad, they are not here but i know they are here on a different level.. anyway i really did not like that. anyone have any thoughts on that or what it's like after the funeral??? feels so empty.
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