My fiance died from an accidental drug overdose. A mix of methadone and xanax took him away from me 7 weeks ago. How do you grieve when you are so angry that they hid these drugs from you? I don't want to tarnish his memory, but what do I say when his friends ask what the autopsy results were? He was only 23 and I just don't know how to get help in a healthy way, if there is such a thing. I just want to know why he took what he took and if he is sorry for leaving me here alone.
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