I hate the finality of death. It's been a month and a half, and I still don't want to accept that my mother is not coming back and that I will never see her again. Sometimes, I ask GOD to take me to heaven just so that I can be with her for a few minutes. I miss her so much. I've been able to get back to some things in life okay, but I still find myself thinking about her a lot. Her birthday is in October, coming up, and I miss that I won't see her or be able to talk to her. I miss our lunches and dinners out. I have not been able to go to those places we used to eat out at since her death. I don't know how I will. I have a good therapist who is very helpful, but the pain and realization that she's really gone forever is still excuriatingly painful.
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John 16:33 New King James Version (NKJV)33 These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”Like I have suggested in the past, the original language can be hard to interpret to English. And, some phrases and words have changed in meaning since the King James Version was interpreted in...