Sometimes the pain feels so bad, that you just want it to be gone, Im having stomach aches and I just want to throw up, Not sleeping wakeing up crying. I will do Anything to shut the images off, I was looking at my medician yesterday and wondering I have Antidepressants, ativan, sleeping pills and, tylenol 3, I wonder how much I would need, Then I think of Robert and he would be so mad at me for thinking this way, Oh Rob I miss you so much. Why did this have to happen.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...