I am feeling very frustrated and sad today. I have a lot of love to give and a lot of friends and family to give it to but sometimes I just wish I had someone special to give it to. I thought Mike would be my someone special but he died so I guess we weren't meant to be :( Now I am back to looking again. It just never seems to work out for me. Then when it does seem to be working out the guy dies? why? he was only 31. It just isn't fair. HE deserved better He deserved the chance to have the love of a good person and so don't I!
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