it's fathers day next weekend! and im not eating having panick attacks anxiety etc i cant sleep i have mouth ulcers etc(sorry if this upsets anyone) but i just am losing it right now i miss him soooooooooooooooooo much and every paper i read has fathers day stuff on it! every shop has cards everything! i cant run from it!it's there and it's in my face! all the bloody time! i dont now how to cope with this fathers day! last yr was just after he died an i had stomach flu it took my mind of it! in some sick way! i wish i did again! i want to shut myself away but cant any sugestions? sorry for everyone elses loss i dont mean to upset you x
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