the other day i had a dream,that mom called me.no special reason,just to say hi and that she will be back home soon.there was an awful mistake and she and dad were gone on vacation(their last 3 vacations i drove for them).they did not die in the fire,they both were fine,and she missed me.it was so real,it took a while to realize it was only a dream when i woke up.to have that fleeting hope of a mistake,that they truely were alive,come crumbling down,was almost to much to handle.maybe its because im missing them so much,or reality is setting in,3 months on the 18th.since they passed.maybe the approching holidays??? how do others deal with such life like dreams?thanks for any comments
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