I've been hit doubly hard this weekend. It is my mom's birthday and the 3 month anniversary of her death. I keep being told it will get easier, and at times, it does. But still, the anniversaries are difficult. Then, I'm Bipolar, and end of doing stupid stuff to make myself feel better that just hurts me in the end. I spent half of my rent money, took out pay day loans, and have been late almost every month on my rent. I don't know if they are going to renew my rental agreement. I can't get a lease anywhere else, and I have 2 cats to care for. I feel confused, in pain, and lost today. How am I going to get through this?
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