I am new to this site and don't know what to do. I lost both my parents in April 2007. First, my Mom, suddenly and then my Dad 2 weeks later after a brave battle against Heart, Kidney, Vascular and finally Alzimers desise. I can't seem to stop crying and have so much guilt that I wasn't there for Mom as i should have been. Everything was so focused on Dad and his illness that I missed the signs of her failing health. My Mom was always the strong one in my life, holding things together when I was in crisis and her and Dad were the only people I could really ever count on. I am divorced and don't have any kids and am not that close to my only brother. My partner is not very supportive and is now pulling away saying he's not sure what he wants( after 3 years). I just wonder when this sometimes unbearable pain will ease..............
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