I am so lost without my mama. She passed away Nov.26th,2007 and I can;t seem to get it together. I only knew her for 4 years. That's when my husband and I found her. I was adopted when I was 5 days old, and it took 44 years to find my biological mom. We talked everyday, and sometimes when possible we met and spent time together. She was going to come live with my husband and I, but, now she's gone. I need to know if life really does go on after the death of my mama, my friend, my soul. She came all the way from Germany to Puerto Rico to get closer to me, and was going to move to Texas to be with me until this happened. My soul and heart are empty once again. I lived with this feeling for so long, then to have it lifted and then dropped again, I don't know how to cope. I am 48 now, and I don't want to see 49. I just want to be with my Mama.
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