I know that for some people the loss of their loved one was sudden. For me, it was slow and torturous. There was always hope he (my Dad) would live, but in the end, he was ready to home to God. Everyone tells me that it gets easier and that one day, I will feel better again. Does it get easier? Do you feel like you can live life again without always being sad? Do you feel happy again? I'm so scared that it's just going to keep hurting and hurting and that I will get depressed..I don't want that and I know my Dad wouldn't either. I love him and miss him so damn much.
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