Its been 6 months since my mom died and Feb 5 will be 3 years for my dad. I seem worse now than ever before. I want to cry all the time and I miss my parents so much. It feels like my life feel apart. Financially I am struggling too. Sometimes I feel like I don't know how to go on. I get tired of hurting. I go to counceling and that helps somewhat. Will I ever feel better? I don't know how much more I can take without cracking. I have been praying alot because my mom always told me that there are no mistakes in God's world. I am trying to believe that now and its hard. I just wish I could have at least my mom back
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