I find myself talking outloud to my father all the time. Like, Daddy I love you. Or Daddy I miss you very much. Or please give me some sort of sign. I now try to think in reguards of what my father would want me to do for my mom and do that instead of what I may want. I just want his wishes granted...I guess I want his approval to know that I doing things right now that he gone.
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