I lost my mom 2/10/07 and I can not deal with her death I dont want to believe she is gone forever. She was everything to me and I am scared to accept the fact I am scared I will have a nervous break down. I am 29 have 2 children 8 months and a 5yr and I am getting married in 2 weeks. I am lost I feel like she is on vaction or something we have to pack her things up because she lives in a apt. so we have very little time but it seems like she moved and she cant pack for herself. I hope this make sense. Anyone help me with denial.
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