I have lost 2 husbands to death, I survived it with grief counseling. Last week I found my baby dead, he was 23. I dont know if I can survive this.My other 2 sons asked me to continue living so I will for them, but every day is a night mare. My son was 23, just starting his life. Im 55, I dont feel like I can go on, this is too raw, my heart has been torn out of my body. I cannot eat or sleep, all I can do is remember him dead when I found my baby.
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