I lost my father this past September to brain cancer. I'm a senior at the Univeristy of Michigan planning to graduate this coming April. With everything going on in my life, it has been extremely hard to deal with the death of my father. I just feel as though I dont have the time or the appropriate setting to really greive. Thankfully, none of my friends have ever lost a parent. However, this leaves me with no one to talk to that really knows how I feel and what I'm going through. I just feel like I am putting on this front that I'm okay and that everything is alright, when inside its really not. I'm hurting, and its a struggle to keep it all in. I just dont know what to do or where to turn.
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