I lost my father at 58 years old on December 5th 07. I am so lost and don't know what to do. I feel like I should cry more or be more angry or just , I don't know. I wish I could rewind the hands of time. He died to young, my mother found him dead in their bedroom, all attempts to revive him were unsucessful. He did of cardiac arrest and cardiomyopathy. I live an hour and a half away and by the time I got there he was gone. I held him and kissed him. Just needed to vent. Sorry if I upset anyone.
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