when i sleep i deam of my cousin. in these dreams its everything from when we were little to watchin the bomb going off to me placing the bomb and then watchin it. im also havin dreams that im talking to my granddad or doing something with him. the dreams have gone to the point where im talking in my sleep my fiance says that i wake her up by doing this and that she cant wake me up out of it. she has told me serval times that she lays there and crys bec she know that its killing me.
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