I'm not sure why I do this to myself, but today I decided to google my sisters name. I knew what would come up but I didn't realize how horrific some of the photos and statements would be of her accident. It angered me in so many ways, but most of all it angered me to see someone who says they were her good friend recieving fame over their death. I understand that her friends have feelings too, but do they have to write these huge statements about nonsense just to get their name in the news. It just pisses me off. It has been 2 years I would have never thought that all that would still be accessible on the internet. I cried so hard as if it were yesterday. To see the car seat that my little niece was in laying in the middle of the highway with police, fire trucks, ambulances all around, and the life flight helicopter lifting my nephew away was so devistating. You see this stuff on the news all the time you never expect it to be your family. Honestly I can't believe they even film and show the horror. ODOT and Police stated that it was the worst accident they have ever seen. Seeing the stories on the man who crossed the center line.....Oh man it makes me want to cus out someone. It really did happen I know but I am not ready to except it. I will never find peace in my heart it is damaged for good.
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