this sunday was dad's 1st birthday with out mom it was really hard and i spent most of the day at his and her graveside and just talked to them both. it sucks not having both of them her. i miss mom so much but it was weired that i was also missing dad. i mean me and him never got along and i hated him and was glad that he was dead but this year i was missing him is that wierd or what i mean wow. has anyone else felt like that.
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